Well, gosh dang!'

This is long overdue, but who in the hell cares! I am so content with my life it's ridiculous. I finally found a boy who I haven't gotten sick of right away. He is the nicest ever and he makes me feel so good about myself. It was a long time coming, and I'm so glad it did. He gives me butterflies all the time, especially from the soft kisses he gives me as I'm drifting off to sleep.

This semester is way easier than the rest. I'm not sure if this is due to my research on ratemyprofessor.com or if I just got lucky...who knows. I get to live with all of the best gals ever next year. It's going to get REAL crazy, I can only imagine. I've never been so excited to live my life. So many great things are happening to me and I don't want it to stop. I mean, good things have always been happening to me, but it seems like everything in my life is falling into place.

The only problem in my life is the same problem I've had for awhile. It ended ugly, which I didn't really want to happen, but I felt like there was no other way. Do not compare yourself to my other friends. If you are constantly pushing people away, then feel lonely, where do you think the problem lies? I am done discussing this because it really is an emotional drain.

I'm visiting Elaina in Chicago next week, which is soooo exciting! SPRING BREAK 09 :)

Here I am

I love this city so much
I just wish everyone I love from home could come share this with me
I think I'm at summer camp
I want my bebe to like younger ladies (me)
I have so much to do, but I would much rather lazy around
I have met a few cute boys, who have girlfriends
I really wish Oliver lived with me because I would be the happiest ever
I spent a lot of money for tickets to see RATATAT!
I have been keeping up with ganja
I really want to go dancing, but it's hard to find just one place to go to
I am learning the subway
I want to see a lot of good shows that happen to conflict with my poopie night class

Almost there

I am so excited that I'm going to be living in New York in a week. I am more excited though to leave all these southern, conservative assholes. Talk about people with no class! There is a group on Facebook titled, "Obama is a grade A asshole". I wouldn't have as big a problem with this group if it listed respectable reasons why they disagree with Obama's views. Instead, it stoops low to point out fucking RIDICULOUS reasons not to vote for him (his religious background, the fact that he takes offense to the n word, claiming he's the "anti-christ"). ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?!?!? Please tell me these people are not real. Please tell me these people don't honestly think hunting and getting fucked up and and hating gays and supporting war and pretending to be good christian folk while taking advantage of girls is cool. Yeah, I can pull some stereotypes out too!

Why do I care? Go ahead. Hunt all you want, play beer pong til you can forget your problems all you want, discriminate lifestyles all you want, enjoy the fact we're killing so many all you want, fuck hot chicks then go to church all you want, and stay in your old, American ways. I'd much rather live my happy life supporting a man with great ideas and a plan to change our country. When you decide that you've drank too much beer for your own good and the sorority gals are starting to look dull to you because you've started to see your frat brahs in a different, more sensual light, come talk to me.

Out with the OLD, in with the new.

Hello, new blog. I know you will be better than xanga, whether anyone reads you or not. I promise to keep my posts fun, with only a tiny bit of bitching.


So it's summertime in DALLASS, which means staying inside all day til the temperature reaches a degree I can stand being in and waking up at 3:00pm.

Here are some of the good things summer 08 has had to offer so far.

- I graduated from HIGH SCHOOOL!
- Meeting new people, making new friends. Becoming closer to old friends.
- Summer=party
- A good friendship that I lost is back. The best part, she makes me free snowcones :)
- I have a new found love for Rage Against the Machine
- I went to Mexico for a week!
- I danced with the boy of my DREAMS, a lot.
- Preparing to move to New York. Fucking NEW YORK!
- Met my roommates for next year!

Here are some of the bad things summer 08 has had to offer so far. Since I'm keeping the bitching to a minimum, I will turn them all around with positives.

- I'm somewhat bothered by the fact that I have two roommates. Our dorm has bunk beds. BUNK BEDS! The good thing is that they are both sweet girls.
- Jasmine's has become my second home, BUT I've made friends with one of the servers
- Some people don't realize it takes dos to tango. How can you be ignoring someone when they haven't tried ONCE to talk to you either? I have other things to say on this subject, but I'll go straight to the point with a little advice. Don't treat your supposed "best friends" that you love so much, like shit. It's pretty irritating and it makes me want to actually ignore you. Well, I really can't blame you, because it's my fault I let you do it to me all year.

So, I couldn't turn the last one into a positive, but two out of three isn't so bad.



School starts in a month.
Summer life, I love you.